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[May. 25th, 2004|04:16 pm] |
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No More Entries For Me!!!! Don't Care Enough Anymore |
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[May. 16th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
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Fill it out PLEASE
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
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[May. 15th, 2004|03:02 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | none at the moment | ] |
Well i guess the people didn't go through with the offer so our house is back on the market which sucks.
I tried wishing someone luck and saying sorry but that didn't work.
I have been thinking a lot lately and yeah i do want a change and need a change but i am going to miss everything here so much. I have a routine and it's gonna be broken by this move and i dunno what to do. There pluses and minuses like there always are to things but i am still feeling a little uneasy about this situation.
We made it to sectionals for lax i am so happy!!!!!!
Well i guess this is it
Jamie i am sorry about that whole situation that sucks dude |
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| weekend are so short when you have so much fun |
[May. 9th, 2004|04:41 pm] |
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| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Timberland- Indian Flute | ] |
Went to Boston on thursday.... that was actually a decent drive.... tho that accident on the Hudson Bridge ruined our time a lot.
Friday- Went to Rhode Island boy let me tell you the houses there were completely messed up. I only like 2 and one was in the middle of no where
Saturday- Looked at one in Rhode Island but then went to Franklin Mass and i think that's gonna be the place. We found a house that we might put an offer on.
WE SOLD OUR HOUSE!!!!!!
***** it's amazing when you go away and think about the ones you miss the most- Laura, Sofia, Sara, Jay, Jake, Tony, Trev, Dylan, Christian***** You guys mean the world to me thanks for being there for me!!! (Yea you would expect another name to be in there but no i didn't think about him thank god) |
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| memories |
[May. 4th, 2004|06:43 pm] |
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So yeah things are looking really good right now.... a couple of things could be better but other than that it's all good.... we can't always get what we want.... ( i love that song)
Lax is just ehh right now!!!!!
Schools getting better a lot better
Tell me your fav memories of me hehehehe |
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| ahhhhh |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Launch stuff | ] |
Can't wait until next thursday.... I am going to Rhode Island to get a sense fo the area and house looking should be fun. I get to miss school on friday. However I do miss a game which sucks but I rather know where I am moving to than be at a game.
Grounded for my bogus report card. I really tried hard in Bio and I get the lowest grade ever in that class. Geometery I kinda understand why it is so low.... I really don't get those proofs ergh. Pratical Law is the most pointless class ever and I really wanted to drop I really should've. He's failing me for "missing assignments" which I handed them all in.
Lacrosse is going ok. We lost to Corcoran on Saturday which sucks considering I started that game and we had a chance. I have a game tomorrow against Skenattles ( definetly spelled that wrong) lol.
I know I know I have said this before but I really wanna pull up my grades this time. I want to prove to myself that I can do this. It's so frustrating trying and not succeeding and staying the same or failing. School needs to become more of a pirority and I know this isn't the time to realize that but I guess it's better now than when it's too late and I am stuck in a position that I really can't handle or control.
Still haven't gotten my learners permit yet but I think if I really do good on an upcoming test or something that my parents will consider me getting it. Driving helps me releave stress so much.
So all in all life is actually really good!!!!!! I love things that go my way!!!! |
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| yay |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|03:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  infuriated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Trapt- Echo | ] |
Dude i need to leave faster..... People are starting to piss me off to no extent. If you don't care about me and never wanna talk to me again then stop caring and stop trying to start shit. Stop wasting your time cause i stopped that long ago thank god. o and another thing that's pissing me off is that someone didn't even have the balls to send me a text about something that's as stupid as it was supposed to be about. What was the point???? I don't care anyways.... if anything i would have laughed if it were true. O and when you trying to tell a lie it's kinda smart not to have someone's away message saying their w/ that person there dumbass.
Lacrosse is going good. Had a pointless practice yesterday but that's all good. Game today.....i dunno how were gonna do i wanna win but it's gonna be extremely hard considering it's CBA.
School is actually going good which is a surprise lol!!!! I actually don't mind it.
<3 you Jay.... i miss you tons
Jake get a new girlfriend lol ; )
Laura i hope your feeling a lot better ; ) |
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| whewwwww that was close |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|04:18 pm] |
You're Fiji!
As calm, relaxed, and removed from life as they come, you're just so
chilled out, it hurts people to see you. Everyone aspires to be where you are, but
most of them just can't put their stress away. Little do they know that even you
sometimes have inner turmoil and struggles! For the most part, though, it's sun and
fun for you, and that's the way you like it. It's just sort of hard to get things
done with all that partying.
Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
i dunno if that is a good one tho lol I love my friends what can i say!!!!! and some of your updates are really easy to figure out!!!
Break is going good...
Made Jake depressed sorry hun I LOVE YOU and will come visit hahaha you forgot that you had a gf lol |
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| YAY |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
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| | YEAH YEAH YEAHS MAPS | ] |
Vermont Kicked ASS!!!!!!!!! I went to killington had a lot of fun there even tho my stupid knee was acting up!!!!!! Got to see BILL that's always nice!!!!! and guess what everyone I get to see him even more starting in the summer cause I AM MOVING!!!!!!
DID YOU READ THAT I MOVING
WHAT- MOVING
WHEN-SUMMER
WHERE- SOMEWHERE NEAR BOSTON NOT SURE WHEN
WHY- DAD'S JOB
WHO- WHOLE IMEDIATE FAM
I WILL MISS MY FRIENDS GREATLY BUT IT WILL SEE THEM AGAIN.... PLUS MAKING NEW ONES WILL BE KICK ASS TOO!!!!!!!!
I FINALLY GET TO GET OUTTA OF SYRACUSE
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA THIS IS THE BEST |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|09:23 pm] |
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| | over you finally | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eamon- I don't want you back | ] |
I did you a huge favor that you will never know cause your being a complete jerk about everything..... I just hope you realize that now i don't care about you and never will again!!!!!! Stay out of my life and don't say shit about me either cause it's not gonna effect me.
On a lighter note talked with Jess today.... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! Won another lacrosse game 2-0 HELLZ YEA!!!!
Laura i hope things get better!!!!
Jason i hope your feeling better! |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2004|08:47 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Jay Z- Dust your shoulder off | ] |
Bsically this entry is about how right everyone was about a certain someone. I wish i had listened to you all and i am sorry for being selfish. Thank you for caring i really appercaite it.
Thank you to Steph and Laura for helping me realize what i need to do.
And for some of you..... i really wish you could understand the whole story
Thanks again everyone |
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| This week is gonna be busy..... |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|09:25 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Kayne West- All Falls Down | ] |
Monday- School, Practice, Mall, Homework, Wash, Sleep
Tuesday- School, Detention, Game, Homework, Shower, Sleep
Wednesday- School, Game, Homework, Shower, Sleep
Thursday- School, Game, Homework, shower, Nana's, Sleep
Friday- School,Practice, Mall, Sleep
Saturday- Game, chillin w/ my Nana
Sunday- Bonding at Voge's, tutoring, homework, sleep
Yes that's right i have 4 games this week!!!!! all away too!
I kind of like this schedule though b/c I have to do good in school now so i can stay on the team so i guess it's a good thing it's busy and everything.
Guess that's it lol |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|09:12 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | N.E.R.D. Lap Dance | ] |
My weekend was good.
-Saw Jake on Thursday heheheh!!!!
- Su game and M street and mall w/ Phylix(not sure about spelling hahaha) and Riley on Friday
-Slept and babysat on Saturday
-Homework and errands
School
-geometry blah
-law hehehe
-bio blah
-lunch interesting no more salt for tony
-english productive
Practice
- went fast
-not a lot of running *thank god
and now i am just chillin..... did a lot of my english and bio... and now i am here updating woohoo!!! |
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| today |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|09:21 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none at the moment | ] |
Today was blah..... nothing special really. Had lunch with my dad tho that was cool. It was nice talking to him plus i got outta school for a little bit. Chilled with CPSAN and Jamal after school that was fun. Went to practice.... nothing special there. Prep Rally tomorrow. WOOO HOOOO. Practice tomorrow. No school friday. Babysitting on Saturday possibly going to lab.
CSPAN hahaha ; ) enough said.
I really like this kid that goes to my school and everything and i wanna go out with him but i dunno if he likes me so i wanna wait a little more.
Sof I a i missed you today.... Apparently my spaceship visit didin't work : (
Laura Laura Laura apparently we need to CHAT with mr monterosso lol!! |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|08:03 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | randomness | ] |
1. BASICS
2. Name: Lauren
3. Birthday: 1/7
4. Location: Syracuse
5. School/Mascot/Colors: JD/Red Ram/red white grey and black
6. Shoe Size: 9ish
8. Height: 5'5"½
9. Pets: none
10. Democrat or Republican: i don't give a shit about the govnt
11. Eye color: Blueish greenish
12. Hair color: brown
13. Grade: 10th
14. Hobbies hanging with friends, listening to music, lacrosse, mall
15. Nicknames: Lore, Lorey, Riley, Cam, CAYLIN(mi favorito) Druggy
16. What languages do you speak? english and español
17. Do you play sports? yup
18. Where were you born? BOSTON
19. Are you a night or a morning person? Night hell yea
20. Are you ticklish? wouldn't you like to know
21. Do you believe in God? um no
22. GETTING PERSONAL
23. What do you want to be when you grow up? physcologist or physical education teacher
52. band/Group/Singer: um there are too many to list
53. Store: Pac Sun, Forever 21, Faces
54. Relative: which one
55. Sport: Lacrosse
56. Vacation Spot: NC, Cali, Hawaii
57. Ice Cream Flavor: peanut butter cup
58. Fruit: anything to suck on ; )
59. Candy: cadbury cream eggs, skittles
60. Car: Porche 911, Ferrari, Acura RSX s type
61. Class: um i dunno
62. Holiday: XMAS
63. Day of the Week: Friday or Saturday
64. Color: Red, Black, Purple, Green
65. Magazine: Seventeen, Teen People, Sugar
66. Name for a Girl: Caylin, Toni, Corey
67. Name for a Boy: Christian, Trevor, Dylan
68. In the past 24 hours have you?
69. Had a serious talk? um of course
70. Hugged someone? of course
71. Fought with a friend? unfourtanely yes
72. Cried? many of you can answer that one
73. Laughed? me not laugh????
74. Made someone laugh? well of course
75. Bought something? no.... o wait lunch hahaha
76. Cut your hair? noooo
77. Felt stupid? me going through a day w/o feeling stupid is impossible
78. Talked to someone you love? yea..... my friends duh... or did you mean LOVE cause in that case no
79. Missed someone? yeah a little toooo much
80. HAVE YOU EVER
81. Done drugs? nope
82. Eaten an entire box of oreo? um can we say ewwwwww
83. Been dumped? yea
84. Had someone be unfaithful to you? um i have only had one semi relationship where the guy was faithful
85. Watched punky Brewster? excuse me???
86. Hiked a mountain? does clark res count????
87. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? um yea
88. Been in love? still am
89. Seen the White house? yup
90. Seen the Eiffel tower? in pics
91. Tried smoking? yea cspan knows lol
92. Drank alcohol? um my life w/o???
93. Smoked marijuana? nope
94. Played monopoly? um yea
95. Seen Titanic? unfourtanetly
96. Kissed someone? um of course
97. French kissed someone? uhhhh duhhhhh
98. Lost your virginity? well many know that answer
99. Tried a weight loss program? agree we erin "haha what girl hasn't?"
100. Jumped on a trampoline? um of course (+ much more)
101. Visited another country? canada
102. Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? yea
103. Had a bubble bath? um of course
104. Been on a plane? yea kinda had to one time
105. Been on a boat? um yea ; )
106. Been on a train? yup not fun
107. Been in a car accident? yea had to go to the hospital and shit
108. Ridden an elephant? yea at the zoo lol
109. Made a web page? uhmmmmmmmmmm
110. Played with Barbies? well does ripping their heads off and then burning them w/ my bro count????
111. Stayed up all night? yea
112. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? um who hasn't?
113. Broken a bone? yup.... damn basketball
114. Called a physchic or sex hotline? nooooooo i don't need help in the sex department
115. Watched Jerry Springer? i think to many times
116. Gotten in trouble for talking in class? who hasn't?
117. Been afraid of the dark? well depends on who i am with
118. Been in the hospital (not visiting) um my childhood was spend there
119. Had stitches? UM OF COURSE.... I'll show you sometime ; )
120. Dumped someone and regretted it? i regretted it b/c i hurt them badly
121. Went out with more than one person at a time? Whoever does that should be shit
122. Lied? well i don't think i would be human if i didn't
123. Been arrested? kinda
124. Fallen asleep in class? Yup
125. Used food for something other than to eat? hehehe
126. Met a celebrity? well not hollywood... but Syrawood yea
127. Broken the law? um i think it's hard not to now a days
128. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? this question makes me cause i love them so much
129. Hated yourself? yea
130. Been brokenhearted? um i think that's word to describe my life
131. Broken someones heart? unfournatley
132. DO YOU...
133. Like to give hugs? um yea
134. Like to walk in the rain? HELL YEA
135. Sleep with or without clothes on? with
136. Prefer black or blue pens? blue
137. Dress up on Halloween? yeah
138. Have a job? babysitting
139. Like to travel? of course it's when i do my best thinking
140. Like someone? yeah.... maybe to many people
141. Sleep on your side, tummy or back? i move
142. Think you're attractive? in some respect
WANT TO:
143. Marry? yup
144. Have a goldfish? nope
145. Ever have the falling dream? have it all the time
146. Have stuffed animals? yes sir
147. Go on vacation? yuppers
148. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
149. Abortion: um fucked up
158. Tattoos: HELL YEA
159. Peircing: want more
160. Make-up: thank god
161. Drinking: sweetness
162. Guys: awsome
163. Girls: cool
164. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU HEAR THIS NAME
165. Jennifer: Aniston
166. Lindsay: Lohann
167. Megan: to many of them
168. Brandon: my ex.... everyone called him that instead of Brendon
169. Christina: Aguilera
170. Angela: Meer
171. Courtney: damn mall chick
172. Jeff: asian JEFF
173. Mike: williams
174. Nikki: strippers
175. Ryan: Stout
176. Kim: Tucan Noses
177. Derek: Ford
178. Lisa: CHIN CHIN hahaha I <3 U!!!!!!
179. Krissy: Albanese
180. Matt: to many to count
181. Holly: Rauch
182. Jackie: Rite
183. Michelle: Leiberman
184. Caroline: cousin
185. Joseph: perez
186. Eline: dunno
187. Patrick: donna and swimmer pat
188. Erin: Kessler
189. THIS OR THAT
190. Pierced nose or tongue? tongue
191. Be serious or funny? funny
192. Single or taken? taken if i am ready for the relationship
193. Simple or Complicated? Simple duh
194. Law or anarchy? neither
195. MTV or VH1? MTV
196. 7th Heaven or Dawsons's Creek? Dawson's Creek
197. Sugar or salt? Sugar
198. Silver or gold? depends
199. Tongue or belly button ring? belly button hehehe
200. Chocolate or flowers? neither reminds me of romantic shit ewwww
201. Angels or miracles? um none
202. Color or black-and-white photos? both
203. Sunrise or sunset? sunset- good times
204. M&M?s or Skittles? Skittles
205. Rap or Rock? down with either
206. Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late i can never sleep in
207. TV or radio? both
208. Hot or cold? depends
209. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? taller but it can be debatable
210. Sun or moon? Sun when it's not to hot and moon for good nights
211. What time is it? 7:58
012. Diamond or Ruby? diamond
213. Left or Right? i don't care
214. 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend? best friend.... but 10 acquaintances could be kick ass if you don't feel like getting attached
215. Vanilla or chocolate? Chocolate
216. Kids or not? um when i am ready
217. Cat or dog? dunno
218. Half empty or Half full? half full who says half full
219. Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
220. Newspaper or Magazine? magazine
221. Spring or Fall? either
223. Rain or snow? Rain... but snow has it's pluses
224. Lace or satin: LACE
225. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? can i have both?
226. Happy or sad? happy duh
227. Corduroy or plaid? plaid for the sexy school girl stuff ; )
228. Wonder or amazement? amazement.
229. sneakers or sandals? depends but i love flip flops
230. McDonalds or Burger King? neither unless it's milk shakes then BK
231. Blondes or Brunettes? whatever works for them
232. Mexican or Italian food? food is food hahaha
233. Lights on or off? um off
234. Duct tape or scotch tape? duct of course
235. Candy or soda? depends
236. A house in the woods or the city? City all the way.... but a nice get away house in the woods would be kick ass
237. Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
238. Nike or ADIDAS? um i didn't notice a difference except for logo and slogan |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:30 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | launch stuff | ] |
School was alright. Laura no more slushies for you.... GO JOELLE i am proud of you!!!!!
Lacrosse practice was alright it was so cold tho.
Got my global done thank god. |
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| well then.... |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | N.E.R.D. LAP DANCE | ] |
Well i guess veronica and i are ok which is good. Dink i really am sorry and for Joe you said you didn't want me to get hurt well i got hurt by you not talking to me the first time and now your only hurting me again but whatever. You might actually f***ing understand why i hang out with him if you gave me the chance to explain but no you can't seem to do that... I hate you not talking to me but what i hate even more is when your supposed friends don't even act like they are there for you when you need them the most. School is gonna kick ass tomorrow and NO SCHOOL FRIDAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!
DUDE summer needs to come.... for some reason there was never drama in the sumnmer..... I F"""ing LOVED IT |
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| great.... |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  shocked | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
Ok i really am sorry to everyone that i pissed off this weekend. I am really sorry to Dink. I shouldn't have approached the situation the way i did and i think i made it worse then i need to. Joe i really don't know what to say. There are some things that your not gonna understand why people do them but that's just the way it is. But honestly if you could just listen to why i hang out with him then i think you would understand a little more but until then i dunno what to tell you. I could be making the biggest mistake of my life and not know it and i greatly apperciate that you care and don't want me to get hurt but one question don't we learn best in life from our mistakes??? I could be completely wrong on this one and you could be complelty right but i don't know what to do. Your friendship means a lot more to me than his but i lately it seems like you never care. Well not the you never care but when you care you don't want to listen to the other person and i don't get that. Aren't friends supposed to listen to each other and give each other advise???? But maybe i am wrong on that one too. But who knows anymore. Your probably not gonna read this anyways but i thought i would put it here cause this situation needs to be dealt with whenever you have the time.
V i am sorry i didn't mean to!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess it's a good thing i am going out with the guys tonight considering that i lost someone that means the world to me. Hurt someone that means the world to me and pissed of a good friend of mine all in one night.
I told you guys i am a not perfect!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| fucking pissed right now.... |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|08:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | launch shit | ] |
I don't think i have ever been this pissed before. There are some people/person won't mention any names that really need to grow the f**** up now. Maturity to be honest i really don't think some people really know the definiton of that and don't sit there and act like you do cause it only makes you look even more less mature then you already were. God why can't people realize it's not all about them for once and move on and stop being so stupid about everything????
Anyways.... school was ok today nothing special. I want friday to come and now!!!!!
Lacrosse is going really well right now and i think i actually might make varsity how kick ass would that be.
nothing else really... |
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| wow |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|08:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | n.e.r.d. songs | ] |
Yea i got grounded but i am back now..... the weekend was pretty good nothing special..... school sucks as usuall but hey what can you do? Lacrosse is going really well.... I am really hoping that i get on varsity which i actually have a chance now. Um there really is nothing else to say..... except that i know who my TRUE GOOD LOYAL NON LYING FRIENDS ARE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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